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Hindsight 2020

by Claire Johnson

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1.
Guit/Trip 02:21
We left this place in a flash one day, Thought we'd head out and all get trashed Somethin about this season makes me itch like never before Somethin about this season makes me a bitch like never before There were so many things to buy there So many fun fun-gi-i-i But for the first time they didn't agree For the first time they didn't sit right with my brain And I recall/ feelin insane I thought I'd never be myself again but then I remembered I don't know who that is and I realized I' in a state of crisis so I decided I'd go to the psych ward Either that or become a drug lord Somethin about this season makes me itch like never before Somethin about this season makes me a bitch like never before And I'm sorry/ For everything I am And I'm sorry/ For the money I don't have And I'm sorry/ I like to beat people up And I'm sorry/ For being a woman And I'm sorry/ That I like drugs so much And I'm sorry/ To everyone I've touched And I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry And I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry That I'm not sorry Schemes & themes & mud & dreams & My one true furry love asleep I tried to deny it but she still died It was intentional but I still cried sleep & sleep & sleep &sleep & sleep & sleep & sleep & sleep, I have killed her
2.
Honest Man 02:14
Maybe I should put up a fight, this is a Song I didn't wanna have to write I had a dream I didn't do somethin dumb but right now All I wish is I could feel numb It's just that every time I told myself I Didn't feel like someone else, I Lay awake for hours in our bed How long can you stare at a ceiling and just how long Can you deny what you're feeling What does it feel like to fall out of love - A reverse chemical reaction while still trying to have fun and Every passing year I feel I'm always on the run If every hurt's a lesson why the fuck am I so dumb And you you're such an honest man & I cut off your loving hands You you're such an honest man & I have shattered all of our plans & Every passing year I feel I'm always on the run If every hurt's a lesson why the fuck am I so dumb And you you're such an honest man and I'm Sorry you went to the trouble of lovin me & I am sorry to anyone I ever tricked into loving me I am sorry to anyone I ever asked who I asked who I should be I am sorry to anyone I ever tricked into loving me & You you're such an honest man & I am running As fast as I can
3.
Walls/Sky 02:01
(CHORUS) why are all the walls/ closing in around me at the same time the sky is opening upX2And I can see it, I can see it, I can see it,I can see it,I can see itAnd I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it, I can feel it Can't go giving power to the painBut we can't seem to get out of the rain I heard you laughing in my head,About a rabbit - fucking damnitAll the nonsense things you said came rushing back,Time keeps on rushing CHORUS (with slight change on last line) I've been having arguments with spirits in my headI've been doing everything as if they weren't all dead Can't go giving power to the painBut we can't seem to get out of the rain
4.
Flesh 02:56
I left someone bleeding in the street & now my flesh is in your teeth I left my words playing on repeat & suddenly I'm warming your cold feet I know there's no saving anyone but I will run to find you, dear I know not how deep your darkness but I'll find you & pull you near to me Say you're boring, say you're old I do not believe all I'm told I, Wasn't sure what I was wanting but I Have always found you haunting & Everyone has watched my empire Crashing down a thousand times & Here I stand I should be tired but I'm alive, I'm set on fire & I Knew I wanted to go off the deep end I knew I wanted to go off the deep end I know there's no saving anyone but I will run to find you, dear I know not how deep your darkness but I'll find you & pull you near to me I left torn up pictures in the dirt & today I inhaled your dirty shirt I left someone bleeding in the street & now my flesh in in your teeth
5.
Ghosts 03:01
When I grow up I will know everything, everything When I grow up Things will be brighter then, brighter then All our ghosts are All around us, around us & All the ghosts of All our houses, our houses & I feel / I feel Just like a child Just like a child with gray hair & Everyone I know Is a precious work of art & every fucking day All y'all break my bleeding heart Cause All of our ghosts are (x3) clawing their way out from the inside All of our ghosts are (x3) Haunting the pits of our stomachs of course & All of our ghosts have (x3) Carved out their names on the skin of our faces & All of our ghosts are free-e-e-e-e Much more free Than you, or than me When I grow up I will know everything, everything When I grow up Things will be brighter then, brighter then All our ghosts are All around us, around us & All the ghosts of All our houses, our houses & I feel / I feel Just like a child Just like a child with gray hair
6.
Plastic Beds 01:40
Why do worthy men end their lives in plastic beds & How do you convey the things that nobody says & You can try to look the part but you will always be a mess (CHORUS) Oh, just don't think about it and it might go away Don't think about it & it just might go way Don't think about it but It won't go away, it never goes away Well why does every man I know want o kill himself & Will I ever take my family down from that shelf & Why is my dog getting weaker every day CHORUS Well who decided we're divided into predator & prey & When your lively friend died, wht the hell'd you have to say & How does one deal with the dealing of a day CHORUS
7.
Evolve 01:41
Are we a train Are we a mess Every night my brain Melts into your chest Pleasure and pain Often feel the same Lovin how you are While fearing what I am You were right there to break my fall & Now all my belongings Are cluttering your hall & I surely hope I can evolve & I do believe we are all small & sweet Are we a train Are we a mess Every night my brain Melts into your chest Pleasure and pain Often feel the same Lovin how you are While fearing what I am There are many ways to break a fall But none such as brave as with your open palms & I surely hope I can evolve & I do believe we are all small & sweet

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Recorded in the low-fi Lockdown Lounge

on a phone.

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released May 1, 2020

Tech/emotional support by Nate Shroud

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Claire Johnson Saint Paul, Minnesota

Well overdue for a consistent page to keep some tracks!!

Been playing & writing guitar & vox solo since 2009.

Other projects:

Claire & Her Johnson
w/ Justin Johnson

Louder Than Snakes
w/ Shane Davis
(Tribute to Willie Jacobson)

Communion Down
w/ Shane Davis, Erich Buenger, & Ryan Moore (tribute to Devon Sykes & previous band member David Huttner)
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